I feel irrationally angry today, like there are nails sticking out of my back and my fingers have turned to claws. I don’t want to hurt anyone, so I move slowly and gingerly, keeping a distance.
I want to leave work early. Maybe I’ll get lucky.
Contact the folks and maybe your bank too? Is there a ‘floating’ payment as in some proof you pressed the pay button or w/e on a certain date?
It says that it’s pending, and that it is scheduled for today? heavy sigh I guess it will be fine.
Has a panic attack
this is fucking ridiculous
I made my payment on friday! I overpaid by a bit, too! There is plenty of money in my account! It should be going through! But now I’m being marked as past due! Which is not a good thing!
On the day my student loan payment is due, my bank account wont update to show me if the payment went through. Nor will the servicer show me that they accepted the payment.
I don’t have enough money to just double send it, so I have to hope that it goes through today.
It’s beyond ridiculous how much school costs, and how my $26,000 debt is considered really, really good. It’s ridiculous that i’m struggling to make a $210 payment each month, and that I have to do some serious planning around it.
Whenever I get stressed out about money, I start beating myself up about how dumb I was in high school. How I should have worked harder, gotten scholarships, how I should have gotten summer jobs, how I should have learned to drive, all these things that I had viable reasons why I didn’t. The past is in the past, and I have to just accept it and make things work, but I wish I had done things differently.
I’m sticking to my plan, though, next month I’m going to throw my resume at a bunch of places, and hopefully it will stick to one or two of them.
I also want to move out fairly soon, and I am seriously thinking about taking on a room mate. Part of me doesn’t want to, I would like to live alone for a little while, but…I feel like I should, if for no other reason than to cut rent payments in half each month. I’m nervous about that, though, I don’t really enjoy the prospect of living with a stranger, I’d rather go with someone I know. But all my friends are states away or in their own living situations, so…I guess I’ll figure it out, once I see what my budget is.
There is so much to do in so little time.